The Missing Element

It has been an entire year since I posted on here last and much has happened and changed. Originally, I had intended to post things and thoughts in a more general, non-personal way in an attempt to not let my opinions and feelings get in the way. Admittedly, it was also a way of not having to make myself too vulnerable... to not expose too much of myself. I would have experiences, but I would try to remove some of the really personal thoughts or emotions tied to them. This made it increasingly difficult to come up with interesting topics or things to write about.

I have come to realize, however, is that the emotional or personal element is what others can identify with and hopefully find relevant. That was exactly what was missing. I want people (whether gay or not) to be able to understand, relate, empathize, and most importantly, connect. I still want to educate, rant, discuss, and just put some stuff out there, but with a bit more of the personal stuff - even though it makes me a bit nervous... okay, it terrifies me. And yet, here I am, continuing with this blog.

It's been said that the best way to overcome your fears is to face them. I couldn't agree more. It's time for me to face my fear of being vulnerable and looking foolish and just put it out there. Maybe it won't be as scary as I think it is...